sex
had the best sex in a long time last night. and this morning. and im so sore.
I want more :)
change
this summer will be different. Ive learned as much as I love my friends, I hate seeing most of them all the time. so once a week I’m taking a day trip..by myself. somewhere nice. wherever really. somewhere I haven’t been. I’ll act like a citizen of that county, drinking coffee eating lunch, I’ll see what it’s like anywhere but apex. maybe I’ll stay more sane this way. I’ve successfully avoided certain people. but I terribly miss others. I don’t really need a break cause I’m fine. nothing’s wrong. I just want to have me time. a lot of me time. the best place I could go is the outer banks. that would make this summer unforgettable.
but we will see. loneliness is needed. for all. for sanity at most
